Mom…
did you see the flowers that you plant now have grown in beauty?
Did you see its colours just wash away the gloomy sky above in the rainy?
Mom…
Did you know that your flowers keep in smiling though you’re no longer here?
Could you feel they want to diliver a big thanks to you as you treated them in your old days?
If you were here, you would know it
If you were here, you would feel it
And if you were here, you’d be so glad
Starting by now I will be the one who continues your daily routine
Starting by now I will love what you are loving for
Starting by now… I will live what you are living for
Happiness which has been within me since my first breath, no need to worry as I won’t let it to be faded
Strenght that you entered it through my soul, there is no need to worry cause I keep it in my heart forever
Though I could never wipe away these tears on my face, I lost my only angel when I saw you passed me by to another place
Though I’m telling a lie that I’m strong enough, I’m just trying to bloom again and again as your flowers do
That when I see my self in front of mirror, your illusion comes up after to greet me, as if you want to tell me that you never leave me
That when I recite this Holy Al-Qur’an, I remember your voice when you read it. As if we recite it togther.
That when I fall asleep at night, you’re in my dream. As if, you always be next to me and accompany me by lighting up my dark night.
The sun may be so bright out here, but my cloudy keeps me under this faded view.
The wind tries to tell a good story, but I can’t understand each of its words.
I feel so lonely when you gone
I feel so cold when you are too far from me
I feel so empty when I know there is the differ of the time and place, in between you and I
Too many things that I want to share with
Too many moments that I want you to know
I’m no longer the same since that
I’m no longer your sunny daughter…
As our distance is separated by another dimension, I can never know how to close this hole
As your life’s part ended, I just don’t understand how to jolly myself
This empty side, this lonely feeling, these dark days have stucked me to move forward
But I told you not to worry at me at all
Since you treated me like a princess, I know how to keep living on under this gloomy umbrella
Since you smiled at me, I know how to create my own comfort to coloring my daily
Since you trusted me as your truly daughter, I will never be afraid to light up my dreams
There’s always be a future behind of missing
There’s will be hopes beneath of broken
As you passed away… You will always live inside my soul
As you’re no longer here beside me, I always keep you in my prayers.
Because I am your first flower, I will keep blooming alongside your smiles
Because I am you star, I will be shine in the darkness
And because I am your daughter, I will always be strong with your strength within
Mom… don’t worry, I’m so excited that I was born as your daughter.
No worries… because I love you forever
Banda Aceh
