Somewhere… Sometime

“It’s Okay to Have a Bad Day”

Picture was painted by Intan Fadhilah

You deserve to be in a place that you’re dreaming for. Looking around which is turning your lips to smile. Making friends with those who admit you more, as you feel truly serenety, because you deserve

I… deserve to walk through anytime. When I fell the hundreds time beneath of scars, I wanna get a thousand reason to fight the enemies within. Until then I recognize who I am… that’s because I deserve.

We deserve to be and living together. After such of that dramas occured back days, after such of hatreds stucked within, and after of wounds attacked the vein… we deserve to tell the truth and throw away our deceit.

Too much pains coloring our days that we found ourselves under sadness only. Torturing and punishing each soul in the beauty of anger… too complicated for us to see through forward over there

Somewhere when everything began, the opened side just closed in unforcing. The delivering message came out to another one, sooner or later blurring the eyes to see around.

Somewhere in a place which once was called as a witness.

Somewhere on that long bench you and I once sat together in minutes…

Let’s forget it…

Let’s darken it…

Just let it be…

This separation perhaps may teach us how to live this part without tears.

This wound should be an important chapter to write our gloomy alur.

But we deserve to learn anytime.

As you showed up your own story, let me to read it because I want it.

That I tell you this diary, would you just to continue it? Since you recognize me.

Sorrow painted the cloudy sky to realize of what’s hided by our heart. Crying and even expressing an emotional face to act as if we’re strong enough. This far away we’ve been sensed… are you getting tired as I am?

But we deserve to have a breaktime. Setting up any broken within. Building the fallen soul, washing away the phobia. Yet, we do deserve to create such peace in ourselves.

So by now, I stop writing a tragic script and beginning to draw my ink for a happy ending story.

Just like you, on your way to meet another gorgeous day after this rainy season.

I’m on my way to leave away the wind storm behind… and meet again to my holy soul.

Hey…

Can you hear the birds sing along together…? seem like delivering a lovely greeting in the early morning.

Hey…

Can we feel the light of the sun…? riding us to a path where we can feel another wish to refill an energy within which has faded in years.

Now we can light up this fire of will to burn the hatreds, disappointment, loneliness, and certainly our beautiful anger.

We were talking,

we were smiling,

we were expressing,

we were abandoning,

we were separating,

After days passing by… this time to say good bye and break those evil habits.

And let the wind drives us through. Matching us to be in somewhere… with someone alongside…sometime

Since we deserve to rise from this ever tragic or even… being loved by one who loves us as well.

And she then said,

“somewhere, sometime, somehow with someone special”

Breaking Reza