Neglecting

I was regarded as the one,

the one who took over of the obsessed

acting like I was caring,

Though you thought as it was not me at all

.

I was regarded as the one who tried to take a look of your business. I made you felt off, perhaps I was to be

Remembering old days, When I tried to speak alongside you; calling your name, smiling at you, asking what I should to say. And you still, still regarded me as a wrong guy.

And if this communication couldn’t be as good as it shall, Let me end it. And if my wish never come in by yours, let me stop it. And if… if our line should be in diffirent side, let me know.

All I did this just made me felt like I was in a wrong way. All that I spent the time sitting alone with my poems, made me felt like I was wasting this seconds to tick away.

Tell me anyway, that I’m bothering you only. Tell me that I’m not a guy who you wish for. Tell me I’m not such a friend that you hope to be with. Tell me and let me hear it…

When you thought neglecting me is the best way to do,

When you just made an exeption to stay away from me,

When you tried to end this conversation but there was still an unanswered question…

You’re playing a trick, you’re creating a trap, you’re letting me questioned in hesitation.

Do not reglect me, just tell me the truth

You need to say it instead of showing me those codes

You shall to be alright and no need to care as much as I did

I don’t understand perhaps, when you send me that implied message to make me realize

I don’t get it probably, when you wish I could stop acting as if I’m caring to you

But I did what I shall to

I try to keep this relationship in

I won’t hurt you

Well..

When you regard me as the one who has annoyed you,

tell me your hatred

I will go by because you will never need me as your truly partner.

But, do not reglect me

Since this only left me a scar within

Just tell me that you’re not into me, sincerely…

-Breaking Reza