In Today Social Life
This time to recognize people more; those who are regarding too close; those who come to attack me from behind.
Unless you said I would be alright with those words; I am not always becoming a kind man when I think it is not really okay — not really okay to keep living in a relationship.
I am walking — talking — to know who they really are. Words are spoken and come clearly to enter through my ears. They told me their names, unfortunately they did not tell me their characteristic and this still makes me wondering the turth — their truth.
In the night that comes ealier, I walked passing through the lonely street; asking and keep asking — why do I take too care of them when they do not do the same way to me?
That after having dinner I just questioned my own once again… “ who are they?” Here, I know their name but not the way they act to me when are right in the front or even behind of me.
There are too many statements stated from them about me; that anything I do is truely mistakes while they keep making an excuse to correct themselves when they clearly did a mistake.
Then… who cares about the truth when every of us keep blamming and blamming the others? The wrong side is forced to be right but the truth is abandoned behind.
Who are we? Why do we create such a conflict to take down some people and drag ourselves higher standing on the ground?
In order to bring a serenity, but all we do is creating the noisy. That we are dreaming to live in heaven, but then changing it to be in hell. We raise the fire and boil the water so hardly.
Why?
Today… I stand, walk, breathe and keep dreaming. Today… I stare the beauty view from the top. Today… I live to forgive. But tomorrow, I could lose those all and turn myself to be a vengeance; that’s because they have betrayed me right on my face… this makes me confuse to be like what I have to be.
Since I have seen the wise men are losing their own beliefs; the women lose their crown; the adults cannot hold on their lust; the kids grow with no charateristics; too many people are not reconizing themselves to fulfill the days. And we become confusing… questioning too much… we cannot stop to keep arguing the unnecessary.
Until then the time ticks out and the era keep passing by, the differences are still becoming a problematic to those who cannot accept the reality… a reality that we cannot change some things to be as what we wanted.
So stop forcing and live this life as long as you can. Today social life is; anything that you see as wrong, it does not mean so for some people.
And if you hate of some ones, just hate their behavior… not the people. Since, who knows about this life relationship? Today you hate… the other days your kids will be hated as well.
So, let’s fullfil this life with a lovely dinner together. Perhaps, a serve of a simple plate of noodle and sunny side up can fix our negativity.
Make it simple to be as simple.
No more…
This writing was written as self-reminder.
