Escaping The Blind Side
I believe in you, now your turn to start believing yourself
Photo by: breaking reza
Can you ask me why? Why all of these happened and keep living in the soul. Why do I have to fall, when I’m trying to reach them all? Why should I realize all when I know I can’t even understand them? Why should I face them when I know I can’t hold them at all?
Well, you deserved after all. After days drive you to every moment that you even can’t understand why this come to greet, you’ve lived in confuse for too long. And still you remember the old words that ever came up after? Those which drive you to meet any tragics, those which made you to feel what you never been before.
And you keep passing by, living the days with some troubles inside, go by with the confuse within. After all, can you realize what’ve happened to you? Or can you feel something trying to give you the solution of the way out? Or you even can’t at all?
Questions are normal, which came out through your mind. Blowing the evil mind to tell you that it’s not alright. Questions could ride you to feel how the nightmare comes along beneath your heart. They, could bring you to see your dark future in the front.
Well, anyway, you know this. And you keep escaping through that’s taking you up above. And it feels so hard when you found any efforts only end wasted. Sometimes, the mind tells you to stop, but I know your heart won’t let be.
Yes, this is your dark side and you’ve stayed here for so long. Yet you’re like can’t escape it to breathe, you feel like truly dead from the inside. Any of dreams go through your eyes, leave and abandon you alone. And you feel the light has get away from. And now what’s still left? No. Nothing left.
But I can see forward, a wise girl comes over. Because she cares, because she understands your pain, since she knows what you’re hopes of. Then, what’s coming out after is the only thing that you may keep in. She is about running out of the time.
“Jim, trusting yourself means you trusting of God’s decision. Keep doing the efforts means you keep living under God’s monitor. And you face troubles, meet some tragedies, live in anxiety, feel the hesitation, see the hopes go by, nightmare scares you. It’s hard, I know. But the only way that you have to do is to be patient. As your time is not coming yet, this is God’s way to teach you the life. Until then you come back stronger, He believes you, so do I. And now your turn to keep believing in yourself. Coloring your night with the prayers, everything will arrive when the time is right.”
She is a friend, she is the words that is left behind before he realizes it. All the lights may stand along with, if he wants to keep what he should to be. And about his blind side, could be over anytime.
“Jim, when you pray along, everything will come over slowly. As you’re cycling to the destination, that’s how God brings you to a place where you belong to. I’ve done for myself, now you to do so, make it right.”
Losing hopes could bring you to face your ever blind side. As long as you know there is still the way out, you have to escape it as soon as possible. The life must be go on . No matter what, you deserve to meet your white shadow. Yes you deserve at all.
The 5th of September, 2020
— breaking reza
