DEAR WI

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I seek for forgiveness… is there any?

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… was born as a little boy

Now I’ve grown up to be a man

But sins live within

Sometimes I can’t control my own

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Seek for forgiveness

I’ve done lots of mistakes

And feel like living in hell

Is there any doors for me to go out?

I wanna stop listening to the screams

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Night comes earlier

Night drags me to be alone

I am the only who feels no love

I feel no more love within

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If there any forgiveness for me?

Let me know

Let me feel it

Sins has sinked me deep under

I abandon everything as my eyes being blind

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When time ticks out

One by one left me behind

Here I am standing alone… under a huge of rainy black sky

Looking back at the past

And all I can see is sorrow… full of regrets

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This poem is seeking for forgiveness

This poem is telling you how I feel

I write nothing

It’s just my deep expression

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Stop torturing my heart

Just stop landing me wounds inside my vein

I have no mere…

I have nothing more

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But please tell me the truth

If you are hiding the anger behind

So light up the fire

And burn it away

Until our memories turn to be ashes

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I was a little boy

I am a man

There so many scars remain

Some have changed me to be a sinner

At least… I’m still trying to live

Without killing my own

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This night

Let me break the habit

I wanna break the habits

I wanna breathe calmly

As how my grandma put her sweet smiles upon my eyes

I want to live as a true man before scratching the very last point of mine

So long… and good bye, Wi

Please forgive me before I close my eyes tonight